Art project: expressionism. I chose to do two oposites because I struggle to be a very cheerful and happy person. I have many things I look forward to and I want to dream, but my daily life and fears impede me from being the happy person I want to be. I want to make friends and be social, but I can't help myself from feeling like the outcast, the invisible one. I'm graduating this year with a lot of people I don't know or have a connection with, and I'm constantly in the background if my senior class. It has bothered me all year, but I can't do anything about it. So I try to just play it cool and concentrate on what lies ahead, past my sad graduation. Lots of great things will come, but everyone has to go through hardships before getting to the good stuff. Right now I'm at a happier state of mine, so I guess that's why the happy side looks kinda bigger than the sad side.
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